In years gone by we lose many loved ones and time goes on ! In my case losing my companion of 40 years, has changed my life in many more ways then I thought were possible. Being just 60, I or we, thought we had many more years of traveling and visiting with friends and family ! Without her, I find it more difficult then ever to go anywhere and feel that I have nothing in common with anyone any more, so I stay at home and pass the time away staying as busy as I can, but with no incentive any more !
Dad has been gone for some time, Jean left us....my inlaws left early and now we set and wonder what Mom's fate will be, knowing what is inevitable. She is the last of her generation on both sides of the family and an end of an era ! We....us older members of the family are the older generation now and everything we are afraid of, will start affecting us....old age !!! Life goes on.