Me and brent fell in love at a young age and had such a great life together and would have continue to have and would have been together at this point if things hadn't have happened they way it did but we had the most romantic fun wild adventurous relationship together that was incredibly happy and we was blessed with three amazing children. Before for we hit the hard spot in our lives and had the problem we had but he was the love of my life and the romance that God blesses you with once that begin when I liked one month of being 19 me and his birthdays was close so he hadn't been 19 very long when I first met him I wasn't sure about him cause he was wild so was I but on a different way me and him was brought up different he was a survivor he done what he had to to make it in life and I understood that and I loved it . His ways was so thrilling to me and exciting and my kind heart was exactly what he needed at the time . I had just got out of a bad relationship well it was my first and so did he but his had been many but I was always sheltered and spoiled and the baby only girl in the fa.ily so He showed me the world and adventure ad it was amazing . I showed him how to love honor and how to be able to trust . It took me a yeaatlr to show him that at my house he could lay a 100$ bill.down any where and it would never be touched but he eventually learned but he thought me fast that you couldn't pay down 50 cents and turn around at his I couldn't imagine how his child hod but I know it was bad cause I was with him 11 years and he only told me bits and pieces and I learned the rest from my sister in-law kalemn Ellis which was my best friend who I loved dearly and it was bad and I learned why he always held a chip on his shoulder . But he would take me four wheeling and sometimes throw me off the back when he popped a wheely on my butt trying to show off to his best friend Jonathon white lol . But he was the best . We weny to bars together I scored free beers from.other men for me and him and then we would leave go do something stupid lik getting jealous end up in a bar fight run from the law but it was so thrilling running from the law and then we would go to huddle house.go in the mountains and with for a sunrise but brent had these heavenly eyes . They was big and blue when you looked in them you could see his soul he was just an innocent person standing with the glory and beauty of a rainbow just trying to love me and life but the negativity in his life was fighting him like the devil . We was together for 11 years married 7 yrs when I was 21 I had my first daughter Lexi well Alexis Anne Ellis it put a burden on Brent's heart cause he didn't get to see her birth it wasn't his fault he caught with that for yeatrs he loved theat baby better than anything her birthday was July 15,2007 me and him got married on Dec 29 2007 we wAs going to before and then I found outi was pregnant and I waited we wanted Lexi to be in our wedding which was gorgeous and it was heaven and special then when I was 24 we had another surprise when was riding motor cycles real big I almost was gonna have twins but where Lexi had cause me to call over ablqnket I lost one we think was my boy but that pregnancy was gard for me anything that could go wrong went wrong I had caught swine flue and pneumonia and that is when they had just lost the pregnant mother but saved the baby that just alone had swine flue I was so scared .Brent was terrified they tried to make him wear a mask and gi n and he refused he said if she dies I die to . But he never got it I dunno how but they had 4 high risk pregnancy teams working with me at all times I couldn't hardly breathe so of iwasnt getting oxygen I dunno how peyton was but she lived and was healthy in the end but 7 months later I was but back in the hospital for surgery while pregnant with her for w sebaceous cyst on my leg to.be removed and then I was cooking brent a birthday dinner on March 8 2010 I went in labor and could of had that baby on the 8th and the nurse wouldn't break my water but it end up being his best birthday gift ever I ended up having her march9 2010 and her name was peyton Shae Ellis also the only one he got to see born he loved his children and the in 2012 I found out I was pregnant again and I was scared of what everyone would think and say especially my mom cause she like to bitch I was already 26 and gonna be the mother of 3 children me as a Beautician and brent in and out of jobs we was struggling so I hid the entire pregnancy from her brent knew he kept telling me 3 months before.id take the test cause I still bleed cause I have thyroid disease but about a week before I had my 3rd child I told her she bitched then I took my 5yr old old and 2 1/2 yr old to ball field and let Lexi play ball well softball I had to walk carry peyton a couple chairs and a small.cooler to the ball.field.and once Lexi played I had to do the same plus lexis ball equient back to the car then get in the car and drop the car off at a friend's house sherry s and larrys house cause brent.was working with Larry on cowl.trucks and he would.habe a way home.so.mom picked me.up their.i went to.moms.for.a few minutes tested the realized that when I was home.my house key was on my keys I was locked out so dad came over and unlocked my door by breaking in so I started having labor.pains I ignored.them.wekk I hadn't been to.the dr yet or anywhere had appointments and didn't go.cause they kept.stivking me with a dr I refuse to see and this was April 17 my appointment on April 19 I diidnt even know what I was having but the pain got worse I guess from over duing it is what I had thought. And then I gave me and peyton a bath and when I done that I messed up bad my pain got worse I called brent I was in full.blown labor he said they ain't no way u r I said I swear he said I'll be coming in 1 hr get your.mom to.go ahead and take u and mom did she was scared to death and afraid it was premature labor which I was too.cause I really had no clue what I was having or have a name. Picked out.oreven have anything for it clothes or nothing well I almost had that baby in th car but we made it to.an ambulancestatulion I 9 minutes from the hospital I never dreamed that it could happen to.me like that but lit did . Soon as stepped out of my mothers car My water broke and th babies h was came with it and they had packed me to the ambulance and she was out and I didnt know what to do but she had hair.mom was so happy she was so beautiful healthy and then her name hit me and mom it was horrible of.me to.name.her without brent but I knew he liked.the name Aulutumn and that's what did as a first name.and I hadth best grqndmother Bernice who.was.90 when.hr.passed and I love hods grace and love the name grace so her name is Autumn Bernice grace Ellis and she was born on April 17 2012 and brent had made it home and showered called to tell me he was leaving wanted to see if I was on he had a feeling me and him always did do that with eachnotjer the intuition thing but I said it's a girl he couldn't believe that I had the baby he made it to.the hospital.in no.te.he fell.in love once again he was so great he took better care of her than the other two he would always watch her while.i.worked.but autumn was so.good.the only one that didn't have colic.or.anything we had a good.life and then jobs git harder for.hom.and frustrating he always wanted our.kids.to.hqve stuff.and he got.imto.sething and.i was.aware and totally.involed.and we.both was stupid.but it wasn't done or Rou d my kids or.nevwe brought to my home.and we got in some trouble 2 yrs afyer autumns was born and arrested they didn't want me but arrested Mr.cause I wouldn't.give info.on.him.he is my husband for.one I can't and don't have to.testify and.if.u don't know where anything is to.tell.how can u testify I loved this man with every inch of my body but we spent about 14 day s I did he did 17 but it went on a couple.yrs and my best friend caused problems.in my marriage broke it up broke up my family hurt my children and me and brent was divorced he didn't want it neither did I he always told me he loved me.andwhen he visited the kids he would always have sexual affairs woyhme. And tell me.he was gonna make.her leave he hated her and couldn't get rid.of her but he wanted me.to have a chance and.my only chance at life was for.him to sacrqfice our love to set me free he thought that would be easier on me.with my family but when he left so did my heart I know.i had the kids and that part was still their.but I was alone but not alone I was empty but full lifeless just something standing their taking up.a.space and I'll never be the same and still haven't felt the same and still feel the same if not worse that whore cost brent his life his family and his everything brent loved his children more than anything the only thing that made his heart beat besides me or that what he told me she had murdered him on November 23,2016 on Nov 20,2016 she told me on the phone that brent was bothering her at her husband's house where she kept running back and fourth to and brent won't cause problems at another man's place that she has ran to he don't beg or plead to no.one ilbut I said please don't let it husband hurt him I said if it gonna do something take a restraining order on him my children can handle that better than him being hurt and this is what she said' 'When I get rid of him Im getting Ridof.$om ' and several night before.she said her dad was afyer h.with a gun and then her husband was gonna kill.him I said please don't hurt.him.he was suppose.to.have broke.her jaw to.were it was wired.shut and then rebroke.it but I dunno iwa with him 11 yrs uninjured if.that happened it sounded like.he didn't care or.wanted her around.but then at 2 pm I get bragging emails on Facebook from where the whore had made brags of photos and a rope around his knock and he was alive cause I had someone to call and see I was doing his cousins hair in my shop but then later on I talked to her she said that was alive he was fine and then my ex father in-law calls.me t1 am tells me he loves me but I need a seat and that has happened exactly like she bragged to her sisterlaw just then and means my children was never allowed to view or see their father because of the whore and will never have. Closure in our hearts but this man will always hold my heartin his hand we was destined to be together . That whore is living a happy life with a 100,00$ from where her ex husband's father died and sometimes u have to.eliminate problems.that are.in the way in her eyes just to get the immediate amount that benefits her advantage.She staged his death as a suicide and lives a happy life like it was just a dream and me and my kids live anightmare just to figure out where my man is at least buried or find his ashes body something I would of anf my kids wanted so.much to have made and picked out the contribution of making a special.tombstone for their father and somewhere to lay flowers we should at least have that right . But if anyone knows where or.anything about the place this wonder man who was the hero and the survivor that excited my life forever Brent Raney Ellis born 'March 8, 1985 died of the age November 23, 2016 please help find his ashes his grave cite or cemetery would greatly appreciated please forum three children and his we release.ballons and have his man cave the garage he hanged out in all the time here to him but they wanna decorate with flowers.